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Call me an idiot somebody. Life is full of confusion. Don’t you think so? :/
You wanna get back. At the same time you feel someone else is better. But you miss him. And that someone else makes you feel loved. But you don’t have feelings for that someone else. Even tho he can shower you with love.
You hate. But you still love. You want to break up. But you still want to get back. You feel being alone is good, But you end up being lonely and need him back.. You argue And deny your feelings for him But your feelings remains mutual..
You act like you don’t give a fuck And you tell him that.. But actually truth is you do. And whatever he does that makes you unhappy, makes you feel scream.. And again you act like you don’t care.
You shut yourself in the room. And cry. But you tweet about how amazing your life is, When actually it isn’t.
You tell him that you don’t wanna see him again, But actually you want to so badly.
You pretend to be asleep, When you’re actually spying something..
You get mad upon reading them, And you pretend to be cool. But truth is you’re dying inside. You feel like doing something, But you know you can’t because you no longer stand out in his life.
You wanna do something good for him But afraid that it would turn out disastrous again.. And for the fact that he won’t even bother taking a look at it or just feel that it’s a waste of his time..he might just chuck it away..
You hold onto your phone every night, Waiting.. And waiting.. For, nothing…
You get excited upon seeing the Whatsapp icon, But when you open it, it’s someone else.. Here we go again, feeling shagged..
You thought he’d wait, And he said he’d, But in the end he moved on. You feel shagged again and extremely disappointed..rejected..
You wanna turn the time, But you know it’s ridiculous and it’s impossible..
He tells you to chill, But you can’t. Because by chilling, it won’t change a thing. Chilling is also simply like “owhkayy don’t fucking care anymore” But you care. So how to chill? But you want to chill. But still you can’t..
And this goes on and on…
Love? The pain is unbearable. Haha.
