November 2011
2 posts
October 2011
12 posts
“If I say I want him all to myself and I want you to stop having any...”
im tired..
physically and mentally tired
im tired of fighting for you
i wish someone’d understand
“PEACEFUL
IMPATIENT
ELEGANT”
– abang raihan and kak Ifah
“He sounded so happy! Damn nothing beats when he’s happy. It simply makes...”
“I should stop meeting to people’s expectations and just let people love me...”
September 2011
16 posts
I’ve moved. :) no longer here. Happy finding
I give up in trying.
But I still want you.
Okay anyways, im at gp mac chilling. It’s freezing cold in here! Reason why I didn’t went to pm is because I didn’t went for the foodhygiene assessment and I owe big time to my manager.
Uh fuck it no time for mcd anymore.
Pimples growing more. Ish. Tak suka la
So I literally got scolded by K. ._. I tried already and I’m
Giving
Up
K: you know, you should really talk it out. It might give him a clearer view
Me: uhhh...I just don't know what to say.. And what if I fail again? I failed twice already and Im losing my face
K: biar lah!! Then TRY AGAIN
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The only thing that erases misunderstandings in a...
hellyeahitsrandom:
Oftentimes, people take each other for granted. They think that the other person can read their thoughts and understands what’s going on. If the person knew your mind, the misunderstandings would’ve never occured. So take time to talk things out with your loved ones, tell each other what’s going on. Because miscommunication is a barrier to healthy relationships. Always...
“Please don’t be in love with someone else.. Please don’t have...”
– Taylor swift
Bitch do you lack of love or something
Tonight, I let it all out. I was shaking inside. I controlled myself, but I could not help it. I just went away from my friend and burst.. How can this be. How painful can it get..
Why am I doing so much? I’m a girl. But why am I wasting my time? And why am I so concerned about this? Why am I angry with her?! It’s all because of you. Why won’t you notice?
And, why give me...
Tried. Trying.
Failed.
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If you're going to come back into my life, and...
i’ll do whatever it takes just to mean my words. im not going back on it. FUCK YOURSELF DUDE GET SOMEBODY TO GRILL YOU PLEASE
fucking egoistic————> fucking heartless
Okay, what if I died and I still meant nothing…. Lols touch wood
Exams is around the corner and I’m doing nothing to buck up. I feel useless and just moodless all the time? What’s wrong wimme I don’t like feeling heavy hearted all the time either! Can I just like die for awhile and then wake up once all the dramas is over?
“Am I the only one that makes decision and never keep up with it?”
Living in denial
Till now, I never really get what I exactly want. There’s always something that stands in the way. I’m fortunate with whatever god has planned for me though.
I won’t want to say that I’m not greedy. Hah oh yes I’m greedy to everything. But there’s always a reason to it, do you agree?
But tell me, how the fuck people manage to keep you feel good when actually...
August 2011
9 posts
And, I’ve got nothing to do with your besty ignoring you. Ask yourself how much you’ve changed and how you react towards her. She saw it all.
It doesn’t mean that she’s close with me, I gossiped tales about you and asked her to completely ignore you..no that’s not the case. -.-
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Stop putting the blame on me and just voice the damn truth out. If you can talk things about me to people that is not even close to me then why can’t you say it to me?
Sometimes my good intentions becomes a discriminations too.. I don’t get it why. And, words are written all over your face. Need not hide it no more. I’ll earn your respect and you havta gain from me too. Period.
Call me an idiot somebody.
Life is full of confusion. Don’t you think so? :/
You wanna get back.
At the same time you feel someone else is better.
But you miss him.
And that someone else makes you feel loved.
But you don’t have feelings for that someone else.
Even tho he can shower you with love.
You hate.
But you still love.
You want to break up.
But you still want to get...
“I don’t want to do this anymore.. I don’t want to keep deceiving...”
Kills
Dear god, I don’t wish to be blinded by love. Please set me free… :’(
July 2011
3 posts
“More like strangers.”
Why is it that they will never understand me? Why is it that they will never try talking to me nicely? Why is that I’ll always be the one reflecting and apologise to them at the end of the day when they actually hurt my feelings in a way? Why should I be the one giving in? Why did she even said that? Why did she have to rake up the past? Why can she dress up so beautifully and when i do, she...
June 2011
25 posts
“Everything’s falling apart”
I’m freaking out……4 in the morning. God help me pls =(
After that 2 years relationship, i’ve forgotten how to love. I’ve totally forgotten the important aspects in love and how to care. I no longer know how to show. What’s up with me?
My heart aches all the time seeing how bad Ive treated you.
I’m just, tremendously sorry..
=(
Confession for a little fragile heart.
You were never an option. You were just one of the best thing that happened in my life. You, are awesome in a way. you are different. You made me change. You never show but I know, deep inside you care and love. You were never a bad choice for me. And one thing you should really know, you mean th whole world to me. :)
P.s I have something that belongs to you. and that something is my hope to...
Love
What’s love?
Sacrificing for someone?
Doing something for someone that means so much.
Taking the blame for their doings?
Care and concern
Understanding
Trust
I’ll add on. Lol.
So.
For every sorrys I’ve made, I will make it up for you. So it might not be an empty sorry. In every relationship, there is always ups and down. We are not perfect, but we need to learn to forgive and forget. At the same time, sattle things and everything will be fine, insyallah.
Anyway, I spent the day over at her house and, we had some good awesome laughing. watched insidious but,...